Why is it so hard to make myself exercise???

I’ve been doing really good with the food-lean gourmets and subway and fresh fruits and veggies…but it’s so hard to motivate myself to exercise! I didn’t exercise at all today or yesterday!  Holly and I were sposed to walk today but it rained all day so of course I used that as an excuse to sit on my butt all day. I’ve got some taebo and pilates dvd’s.  So I’m going to try really REALLY hard to make up for my laziness tomorrow.

Pretty Good Day

Well I had an alright day.  I ate the rest of my turkey sub from last night for breakfast(I know weird right? ) Then I split a grilled chicken sandwich with mustard kethup and lettuce on it with Holly. (YAY I didn’t eat a burger at Fat Sonic today!)  I haven’t exercised yet today though. I may walk on the treadmill later…no I WILL walk on the treadmill later.  I just really wish my boyfriend were more supportive.  I think he doesn’t want me to loose the weight b/c he thinks he’ll loose me.  I know it’s going to be hard for him with me starting to college and all.  He’s overweight too.  So I’m hoping that maybe me getting healthy will encourage him.  I’ve been overweight my whole life.  I shaped up a little bit in highschool playing sports.  I have to stay on track this time.  I’m so thankful for Holly being there to help me. Well I’ll blog more later

Back at it

So I edited my ticker from 3 months ago since I’ve gained a WHOPPING 23 lbs. So now I’m only 7 lbs shy of the 300 mark.  Geez. Yeah I gotta do something. My best friend Holly (whom I work with at GREASY, FATTY Sonic) walked with me today.  She’s in no way fat herself, although she thinks she is.  But she’s a good motivater. I’m going back to college starting Friday. So I’m really ready for a change.  I’m going to do it. THIS TIME.